another beginning with my walk with God

another challenge to myself - to do my quiet time regularly.
since i love blogging, i figure a good way to keep me doing would be through blogging. so yes.

im currently trying to read "A case for Christ", loaned to me by rev.wee.
note: trying.
pretty hard for me to read it especially when the only readings i have been doing by far are related to school work and even that, im already struggling big time.

hark, i sense more challenges.

i think, whatever challenges i see now, are just subsets of a big one which is my laziness.
alright, got to hit the bible now or else i wont be able to sleep before 12am.
still want to do a little but of school work, IF i have some more energy left.

so where do i start?
i always have this problem of starting to read the bible again.
i think, i want to start with revelation, the last book of the bible. i dont think i ever try reading it before. heard from my friends, years ago, that it is one scary book.

so here i go.

"Lord, teach me something from here. let my heart be open to your words and guide me as i go through what you have in store for me. Amen"

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Revelation 1:1-20
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okay, this is tough.

as i read again and again, one word appeared before me. Salvation.
then..
1. the actual glory of Jesus Christ.
2. who hold the keys of death and Hades.
3. "who is, who was, and who is to come.." the constant presence.

salvation. of the others.

one main reason why im fasting actually.

but i dont know what to say and i dont know where to start. so i pray that God would help me to do this. to be a living testimony of Christ, that others may view him in me, and believe in You.